luck?

today i wake up bout 10 again la... cause last night didn't sleep early again... was smsing a friend that we use to sms a lot last time... it has been a time since we do so... then i get dome and go to tuition... on the way to lrt, my dad scold me that i didn't put effort in study so didn't get good result and say i still want to play computer and watch movies la... haix... man now is holiday la, and i haven even enjoy due to tuition... then reach lrt meet my friend from tuition bintang and he was on the way back to his school... and in the train i meet with the guys... arrh... can it get worst??? then during tuition resting time i on my phone and 'she' call that really surprise me and also cheer me a bit... then the teachers' joke like always... then go night market before go home...

wake up late

today i wake up bout 10am when my dad come back... today is the latest day i wake up so far during the holidays... it wasn't a pleasant day to wake up this late while i got tuition and must reach the lrt station by 10.50am if don't want to rush to kasturi... i reach the station in time and manage to enter the train before it is completely close... then i listen to the songs in my phone and dunno why i nearly didn't get off the train when it reach to my destination... while i did dream a lot during the whole day like always... then is lunch where i plan to eat noodles but is so crowded where i change my direction to eat chee cheong fun... then i went back for tuition... at night, i argue with mom again like always and tell out my exam results which doesn't pleased by anyone but who cares? it isn't anyone's problem at all... so don't care...

kinda sick

yesterday went to jusco and ate the food there... and last night i spend my time at jusco walking and sitting until it close and went home... the night is together the girl i like but we rarely speak compare to the past year... while time do change someone like the phrase, time doesn't change we change... this phrase was taught by Mr.Ruswell, a brilliant english language teacher of mine from tuition... the morning bout 5am i was woken up by my stomach discomfort and end up me having diarrhea for 2 times the morning... it was raining and i had to go to my friend house so i need to get a bit wet la... then i kinda worry bout joee. it is her first time working at the pc fair for 3 days... so i return home and do my usual stuff but i have a headache till now and is not cure even after eating paracetamol...  

what am i doing???

i should have been studying like a guy who is going for spm next year yet i still don't have any action... what is wrong with me? i didn't focus in whatever i do and whenever the time is... i just keep on dreaming on the things that is impossible such as sing a love song for the girl i like or neither write her a song nor poem... like a song by Khalil Fong, i and him also name Fong but why he can and i cannot... i don't even dare to say I LOVE YOU so how to do anything else??? haix... so this is the song i would like to sing to her la...

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me


Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

second week of holiday

now i dunno should say time moves fast or slow la... i haven enjoy my holiday yet already 1 week over... just wish that i could really have some sweet time doing something that i like with the person that worth spending time with... today i skip math postpone math tuition at kasturi to Thursday because went to friend house for noting... long i stood and sat there doing nothing, and dreaming... but dunno why i really say that i miss her to my friend... guess i cant even miss a day without mentioning or thinking about her... then joee text me... joee is not just a friend to me but we are not couples... she is pretty, kind, caring and a lot of positive values... i miss her so much, it has been almost few months since we had meet... she wanted to ask me to pavillion cause she came by there but isn't my lucky day cause i was so far from there so must wast this chance to see her again... then i went home and online like usual... i came to know that the girl i like was online in facebook so i have a little chat with her... i asked if she had watch new moon, she haven watch so i ask her to watch together, but she say no time... conclusion i wanted to watch with her more than anyone else but she have no time...

holiday without mom?

well my mom went to vacation so the whole week she isn't around... my family and i went to eat chicken rice late in the evening near the neighborhood before we start our holiday plan... we went to leisure mall to buy some books la but unfortunately i didn't get to buy the book that i want while my sister bought some storybooks... then we go to sri hartamas to swim for almost 3 hour... imagine what happen to my skin and hair??? although I'm not that type of person whom care bout my hair that much... is kinda hard for me to swim or should i say float cause my hair keep on poking my eye owch... then we go eat kenny rogers at there also but using coupons to purchase the meal... we went home and have our rest but not me... they take a nap but i just online till time for dinner... we go to pavilion to have our dinner at a chinese restaurant but the food there like shit... the more i eat the more i wanna vomit, even my mom can cook better... after that we plan to go shopping but neither my sis nor i have the mood to walk so we come home and here am i... dunno y tonight cant see the moon like few day past... it was so bright and so beautiful with some star around it makes the night much bright that give everyone hope like a light in total darkness...

new experience

today I've promise sir at 9am at the usual place he hang out... then he teach me something new while i we chat till till time for our breakfast we go eat lum mee at pudu then go mid valley to have a walk... after that i follow him to petaling street to have our lunch that is chee cheong fun... then he send me home... i bath, and play computer before i take a nap till dinner... dinner at kepong again, it like 3 weeks the same place again...hahaha... mom is going to vacation and after the dinner she go to grandpa house to gather before they take a van to the airport... return home we watch movie and sing karaoke till now and still singing... haha ( i will be right here waiting for you)